i'm sad my boys are growing up and would be completely content for them to stay in preschool forever. since i don't think that's a possibility, i guess i will put on my big girl pants and embrace the next stepping stone that will help shape the future for my best buds. while vito thankfully still has one more year of preschool, my seany bear graduated this evening.
events like this, along with holidays and birthdays are so bittersweet to me when it comes to seany. just when i think my scars are starting to fade from the days of hell leading up to the finalization of our adoption, those scars begin to reappear. i look at him through eyes of disbelief that he is mine forever and am so grateful for what god had planned for our family. i guess i may never get over the "what if he were gone" thoughts, that at times stampede through my head.
we are gonna have a great summer...together...cause that's just how we roll!!
|my handsome bear cub|
just walk beside me and be my friend...